held down
down below your lowest level
bound, though no ropes hold you there
captured in a moment clear
set aside
aside as if not considered at all
fuck the wine and the roses
they were not meant for you
cast away
away, wrap your mind around these words
their inflection all you hoped for
and so all you shall receive
Monday, August 25, 2008
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strange that i return on this night to reminisce.
as i absorb and ponder your writings once more, i realise there was never much sunlight. cold darkness we thrived upon... sucking away any hope.
hope, there never was any for you and i. i see that now. perhaps my heart knew something my mind wasn't grasping. perhaps that is why i felt the need to run.
i'll return and visit here, often i'm sure. but, now i see everything in a different light... the words do not affect me as they had before.
forever there will be respect... but only respect. nothing feels alive between you and i, no spark, no fretting, only indifference. i never thought i would taste that where you are concerned, but it tastes wonderful. it tastes right.
i had to come back to make sure.
i am at peace.
may you find yours.
At last, from the mythical chains, i am free.
Thank You for the time shared.
For the words.
And, yes, for the tears.
You helped to open my eyes.
You knew all along, i was living a lie... You also knew i was in denial. There are no regrets... even when i was acting a cunt.
It's time for me to go back home.
It's time for me to live.
Thank You for being so fucking mean that i had no choice but to hear You. Thank You for the tugging me near then shoving me away. Yeah, life is just beginning... finally. ~smiles~
(nice the word verification i got is 'subsubp'... fucking ironic, lol)
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