such a waste

sirens sing the angels home
devils smile their angry breath
drawing forth
words crashed against the breaker
all the while saying,
the road ahead is lined
with broken dreams
carry on this one-way obstacle
hauntingly weightless
in this hollow horizon
never to feel
these long tired dreams

devils

lyrics
the dark lullaby dream
waking My women
to shred this soul
you, the only one
understanding what it means
to slip
macabre for you
misery will sway
our ultimate devils
today, with me
our melody lies
rotting in decay

not anymore

more dangerous to be alone
the end
my well-worn drive
away, shut out, emotional
more revealing

i'd like to smile
and fake it
everyday
gets harder
to drag myself out

to put on
to pretend
i care just the same
i can't carry on like this
not anymore

night

many tears
many wishes
many nights
the shattered lies in wait
for night to sweep her away

i laugh again

in my hidden mind
i was strong
maybe, actually a willow
and what is may only be
broken, suffered, ripped entirely

i am bandaged
in the wishes of strangers
tottering still
buoyed by the gleam of light
lent to me

i stand, i walk, i laugh
again joyously
who knows better
just see that final answer
is up to me

strangers

together you speak
this bystander
apparent strangers
gathered for the unknown
who understand
the semi-repetition
of one about the other
about the gift of intuition

lanquish

inconsequential
this small death
wasting away
each day our love
languished
this barrier intends
to become
my prison

no mercy

forever a reminder
filthy the scent of you
the grains of time
built from tears, decaying
from the weight

once a puppet
you, jaded. beauty. scared.
love was tough. fear.
a coward actually bruised
this love, these dreams

not meant for everyone
the weak humiliated
eyes of green
forever the memories live
a part of me

reflection

out of shade.
needing ruthless reflection
captured, whore to a sage
frayed. touched. dressed. displayed.
taught in pain, with me

what remains, we are souls
searching in flight
to rest peaceful
understanding
it was always meant to be

pain

the artist paints
his fiery-red crimson dream
aesthetical, for his dark beauty
colored in her lone tear
pain, once calmed
the last hues
of a sadist beautiful masterpiece

kiss

sweat-kissed auburn tendril
puddle-soaked whore
raised broken
my smooth lip-kissed cunt

filthy

tear you open, left in a playground
with knee-high socks
a simple pure-white cotton

tear me down as i plead
saline drenched, take me ragged
use me. your filthy cotton dream

imprints

allow me to tear you open
imprints left in white thighs
through a playground in time
frolic with me back to stolen kisses
knee-high socks, such a simple thing
deviance, pure white cotton
sates the need

embrace

embrace my imagination
thoughts of the things i love
the soft possibilities pull on me
a stranger, coying and clinging
let me down, an escape from the clean
allow me to inspire, a tug revealing my hand
use my invitation to tear you open
alone to unravel strings upon soft skin
fabric imprints left in an obscure ring
circling sheer white thighs
peered through a soul
a moment cannot lie

man

man bruises
with white teeth
reaches into this open mouth
man takes his hot flesh
pushes hard over breasts
as this captive keens
man clutches inside
kisses deep into this
strikes these cheeks
yes, this man smiles

lullaby

words breathed for a moment
calm me upon this sea
deep depths of need stilled
quiet in the waves a lullaby

chilled embers of glowing fire
lit up my soul, held the flicker
flamed-burned water simmers
unsated for the heat no more